2012年10月6日星期六
太傻
在他房的那一刻
想着
"XX 书应该可以给 X 友 因为她之前就没有..等等"
庆祝了anniversary回来
第二天醒来 问他有什么书 第四年 需要时
他的回答 "你的朋友抢完了"
我 傻眼!!!!
那一刻 我心想 你昨天说 或许我有那么一点需要的书-solid
你怎么都没留给我
你安慰我说 "真的没什么用到"
这样的一句话 你真的觉得我听得进吗?
那一刻 觉得自己太可笑
你一向来都是这样 狮子座的男人 ><!
那一刻 觉得自己太可笑
还一心想着 可以为她们哪一个留下哪一本书
结果 ><!
才发现 别人不曾在同样的时刻想起你
好傻的自己!!!!!
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那一天 老师说有presentation
分别在下星期 和下下星期
我的第一句 "当然是越快present越好! 要考试了"
X友 赞同
Y友 听到了 和组员商量后
同X友说 "我们两组赶快 跟老师说 下星期我们要present"
我傻眼
X友说 "她(我) 呢! 她也要先present"
心寒 !!!
故事的教训:
"不要替别人着想 因为别人的心中未必有你"
2010年1月2日星期六
my daddy has gone...@@
gone....
where is my lovely and respectable daddy?
where is his?
is he still there?
will he be back one day?
i cant even find any shadows of the past right now..
in him..
i just have a strange feeling..
just like stranger..
he is close, but still far...
a mixed feeling grunching in my brain and heart..
i hate him now..
but..i still care for him...
someone says "blood is thicker than water"
just like our ties-dad n daughter..
it will never change until the end of our life..
why is the person beside me now is somehow annoying?
is he still a guy?
is that he still a leader of the family?
is he still the family supporter?
i hate him...
for his irresponsible..
from the day i made decision to study overseas at indonesia...
the feeling of hate starts growing from day to day..
he din`t even pay any cents for my study fees
all of my fees, i get it from mum`s EPF and also borrow from cousin
he din`t even give me any money to be spend in indonesia..
my living expenses..
my hostel payment..
all of tat i get it from mum...
how pity my mum is...
she..
she can be considered as a disabled person..
she has difficulty in walking..
she ady up to almost 55 age now..
but she still hv to work hard..
for me and my sister..
my heart is bleeding..heavily..
the day i left to indonesia..
the day i get to know that..
she plan to extend her working hours from half day to whole day..
in order to support this family..
my heart is bleeding...
my tears is rolling down..
where is the main supporter of family?
where is my dad?
why...
why..
he is working..
he is too holding salary..
but he din`t give any cents to mum?
he din`t give any cents for me and my sis for some expenses?
why....
he is such a irresponsible person?
is he still a guy?
i m wondering..........@@
both of my parents almost up to 55 years old..
i know...
is pity for them that they still have to work hard in such old..
they should have relax and enjoy their life now..
if...i ady grows up..
if..i m older...
if..i am in a old tat i get to work now..
but...
i have tried my best..
tats why i made my decision to study at indonesia..
tats why i determined to study abroad although i know tat there is lots of hardship i hv to go through..
i hv to face loneliness, the feeling of missing home..
i wanna be success..
this is the only ways..i have a guarantee future..
this is because..
there is no worries that i cant get job when i graduate..
thats why..
i choose to study pharmacy..
although it is not the field i like..
although i have no any interest..
but ...
i can still keep on with this decision..
for my own future and for my family..
Studying pharmacy is not cheap..
but it gives a guarantee future..
just like a person who studies doctor will never afraid that they cant get job..
thats why..
i am determined..
in studying pharmacy course..
although i can choose some other courses which is cheaper and affordable by my family..
but it is useless if i get to graduate but unemployment..
i can choose to be a doctor..
to take medicine course..
i have the ability..
but it costs really too lots...
thus..pharmacy is the only choice...
studying at indonesia..
i din`t even get any call from dad...
he is just act like dissapearing from my life..
he din`t even get any news of mine from mum or sis..
i am in cloud nine the 1st time he asks sis to call me..
the 1st time..
before hari raya..
before i back to malaysia..
as he wanna talk to me..
and what he tells is that he has emergency..
i am just like idiot..
his call..
he din`t even concern about me..
he din`t even ask about my life and my studies at indonesia..
just he wants me to help to buy some wine at the duty free shop at the airport when i back malaysia..
dissapointing...really...
For real,
i get to help him to buy the wine..
but..
i did not...
i told him for the reason i do not have any RM in my pocket..
all is Rupiah..
is true..
but..although i get to borrow RM from friend..
but..i did not do so..
is somehow dissapointing..
as wine is much more important than his daughter..
huh...sucks...
i hate him..
but...
on 27 October..
i still call back...
to him..
to wish "Happy Birthday, daddy"
i know..
i care him..still care about him..
i know..
i love him..still in love with him..
i m going back soon..on 9th january..
he chats with me again..today..
sucks....
all about wine again...
is super hyper dissapointing...
why?
why am i acting like a idiot..
still hoping that he will cares and concerns about me..?
wine.....i hate!
tears rolling down...
i hate him..
but ..
he is still my dad..
can i ever get back my dad who is respectable and responsible?
can i ever get back my caring daddy?
or..
i should face the truth..
he is like that...
from the past till now..
just then..
i am too dumb..
as i discover that so lately..
i wish that i could graduate with flying colours..
i will try my best in studies..
i wish that i could be success..
i will try my best to give them a comfortable life..
i wish i could buy a house, a house that belongs to our family..
not like now...
have to stay with uncle and auntie..at their house..
i wish i could buy a car, a car that belongs to our family..
at least we get to go for trip or shopping during weekends..
no need to borrow car from others anymore..
i wish i could achive all of this before it is too late-before my mum leave the world
i know....she is old..
she already old..
i know she does not have much time....
god..
just bless me...
it is useless for me to graduate and success..
without my mum besides me..
bless me..
that my daddy could change..
dun let him to hurt mummy anymore...
bless me...
2009年12月6日星期日
Discuss role of IT in education-What can we do to enhance role of computer in school?
Information Technology (IT) plays an important role in education. Through IT, all information is shared mutually. We can go to relevant websites to get relevant information based on our required topics. Research is made very easy with the help of internet. Data collection is now possible with less effort for research. Next, Internet provides us the facilities to gain knowledge in every language. Websites are present in multiple languages. Thus, we can learn a number of educational knowledge in the language that we preferred easily. Besides, we can use online dictionaries for better understanding for the meaning of words. Uncountable dictionaries are present online for our help. In addition, translators of many languages have been developed for us to translate every single vocabulary easily. In conclusion, we should develop a counseling platform online to help the students for their better carrier.
It is important to integrate information technology tools in education, especially enhance the role of computer in school. Nowadays, electronic learning or e-Learning is reinventing the way people learn. The desk, the chalkboard, the paper and pencil, and the knowledge-giver no longer dominate the classroom. The Internet is the biggest influence. Internet, the global network of networks connecting millions of computers and computer users, is a relatively new resource for students. Any student can use the computer as a medium through to access information and resources. The process of learning in the classroom must become significantly richer as students can access to new and different types of information and manipulate it on the computer through graphic displays or controlled experiments.
By using IT, students can dissolve boundaries, fulfill their potential, and create a better society in their education. Internet provides up-to-date information on a variety of classroom-related topics unavailable from other sources. The content of textbook, library, and teacher knowledge is enhanced by this new medium. In addition, more and more colleges are engaged in distance learning programs. It is clear to show that colleges and universities are under increasing competitive pressure to achieve quick success in the field too. IT makes distance learning easy and profitable.
Moreover, Internet can be an important component of a program that significantly increases student learning. This program requires students as well as teachers to access to the Internet and instruction in its use. In order to enhance the role of computer in schools, the most effective way is the school administrators must be the knowledgeable and effective users of technology. For the Internet to continue to be effective and efficient in delivering current information into the classroom, schools must incorporate clear goals, objectives, and long-term strategic plans to create the best method of delivering the information to teachers and students.
The principal can support and encourage teachers to go to conferences and participate in staff development. Notices and agendas can be sent to staff by e-mail, rather than printing and distributing them. The lesson plans can be submitted through e-mail or on disk. The principal can insist that all teachers create a class Web page too. In addition, the teachers can attend technology conferences in order to reach idea exchange with other schools.
The focus of technology is to enhance student learning. Through the use of advanced computing and information technology in education, student learning must be qualitatively different.
2009年11月2日星期一
Why database is good for us?
Database brings a lot of advantages. However for different types of databeses, it gives different benefits for human. There are various types of databases, for instance, operational database,analytical database,external database,navigational database and so on.
As for operational database, database is good for us bacause detailed data which needed to support the operations of entire organization are stored. It is also named as subject-area database(SADB), transaction database, and production database. Customer database, personal database and inventory database are some of the examples of operational database.
Besides that, external database is important as it provides access to external,privately data online. It is readily available for a fee to end-users and organizations from commercial services. As for navigational database, it uses references from other objects in chaterizing the fact.
Morever, in-memory database is faster and provides more predictable performance than disk. In applications where response time is critical, such as telecommunications network equipment that operates emergency systems, main database is often used.
Another reasons that database is good for us is because real time database enables transaction to be processed fast enough for the result to come back and be acted on right way. Some of the applications of real time database include accounting, banking, reservation system, booking ticket online and so on.
2009年9月26日星期六
Intellectual Property Rights
When questions on the intellectual property rights (IPRs) of pharmacy, answers that often appear on mind basically related to the registration of medicines and market entry, advertisement of medicines, issue of appropriate license, import of medicines from other countries, regulation of biomedical and clinical research and so on.
However, what actually is meant by (IPRs)? IPRs are like any other property rights. They allow the creator or owner of a patent, trademark or copyright to benefit from his or her own work or investment.
As an example, IPRs of pharmacy prevent companies from manufacturing drugs that have been developed by other companies. For this, research pharmacists play a pivotal role in the discovery and development of new drug molecules and processes used in manufacturing them.
The company which get to create new drugs can get copyright for the drugs for 10 years as a benefit of efforts. Within this 10years time, other companies are not allowed to manufacture the same drugs. The rewards provided by the patent system will have incentive for researchers and inventors to continue producing efficient products for consumer worldwide.
Nowadays, IPRs have become synonymous with the debate on generic drug production and trade. The issue of pharmacy robberies and burglaries has become great challenge posed by generic drugs.
For instance, the appearance of counterfeit drugs not only brings negative impact to the pharmacy industry, but most important public health. The counterfeit products have entered the health care system not only via the black market and rouge internet, but through legitimate supply chains as well.
These consequences have highlighted the importance of IPRs of pharmacy. To protect against this, IPRs of pharmacy plays an important role in combating counterfeited and pirated prescription drugs.
2009年9月15日星期二
Sorting
S1: Take the largest number from the list and place it on the last.
3 1 2 5 / 7
S2: Take the largest number from the remain numbers and place it before the previous selected number.
3 1 2 / 5 7
S3: Take the largest number from the remain numbers and place it before the previous selected number.
1 2 / 3 5 7
S4: Take the largest number from the remain numbers and place it before the previous selected number.
1 / 2 3 5 7
S5: Take the largest number from the remain numbers and place it before the previous selected number.
1 2 3 5 7
1 2 3 5 7 is the end product. End product is in ascending order.

